P5hing me A*wy

When I look into your eyes
There's nothing there to see
Nothing but my own mistake
Staring back at me

I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you
(Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down.
Everything has to end, we'll soon find that you're out of time left to watch it all unwind)
For the sake of being with you
(Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I stay when you just push away
No matter what you see
You're still so blind to me

I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted to.
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you
(Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end, we'll soon find that you're out of time left to watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

where the hell are you when i need you?

Eu estou incrivelmente esgotada. Eu quase não aguento mais. A cada dia que se passa, me sinto mais um peso do que qualquer coisa na vida e eu não aguento mais. Eu não consigo mudar isso.
Tem um choro gigantesco pra sair do meu peito, mas essa barra ta pesada demais e euvto segurando essa porra sozinha, não tem jeito.